T_T !!

i cried early in this hour in this beautiful Sunday morning. ;'((((
i was checking out facebook and i came across 'someone's blog'
so i read what 'someone' wrote.
eventually while i was reading, my tears flow like river water from my eyes !
and i can tell im crying ! I FEEL SO EMO and SAD !
i couldnt share it with anyone else but myself.
and im crying right now !! the more i have to write it out.
the more pain i feel ! this blog is about my BFF !
i dont care even if my eye is swollen or what.
this is what i can do for you my dear friend.
she might not know but i terribly felt so sad for her !
she's my best friend forever. and something bad had happen to her recently.
HAAIH !!!! she's a very nice friend of mine and a very good friend of mine !
no matter what she'll show me her cheerful side of hers towards her physical appearance.
but inner deep down inside i know she's so friggin down.
and yet she know how to handle things.
im really amazed with her.
sometimes i dont understand her why does she do this why does she do that?
because she didnt tell me what happen to her.
but she did share with me once in a while.
i cried like shit right now.
bearing her pain all alone. nobody understand her.
IM SO FREAKING UPSET FOR HER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
God,please have mercy and lots of love for my dear little best friend!
I love her as much as i love myself ! T_T
i no longer want to write.
the more words i try to express out the more tears it takes.
last but not least, I want to tell her this eventhough i know she never get to read this post.
but i want her to know that i love her as much as myself.
treat her like my sister. but i want you to know im always there for you.
im ready to help to hear from you.
let me know !
end with lots of love and not forgetting tears ~ T_T!!!!!!!!!