a change.

i've been thinking quite a lot lately. somehow i think i need to have a change of my life, my attitude, my thinking, my behaviour and my ? idk. i know what im wrong at but i just dont want to admit. i ask myself is that true that im wrong or trying to push the blames all over to someone else. i know its not good. somehow i felt ive been so left out with GOD. when im with HIM everything makes me so CARE LESS ! :/ but know everything seems so troubling. i need to deal everything that is bothering me. GOSH ! for godness sake ! would I change that damn attitude. stop being so _________ !? idk what word to describe. so hahah. i know it myself then thats better. but this post is to remind me about A CHANGE NEED TO BE MAKE ! and i think being away from you will make me feel better. seriously, ive been thinking it does. but idk yet never try, never know. overall , I JUST CAN'T ACCEPT THE FACT !! urghhh.

p/s : pleaseeee be more realistic pwueeeseeee ! wake up !