Im TIRED

Dear LOVE,

seriously, im tired of the sh*t we gone through together,

not that i don't want to try, i try so hard but yet it goes back to square one,

i thought giving us time to settle down / cool off,

but you choose the wrong way to cool off,

which you know its hard for me to let you in,

im TIRED

i wish i got strength and courage,

but you're not making any effort,

so tell me why should I make any effort.

prove me or show me ! don't tell me words like "ILOVEYOU"

you say you mean it, SO PROVE ME !

I Love YOU for who you are, you're not perfect,

but i don't mind, nobody's perfect.

if you think someone can you love you better,

go ahead, since you think i don't deserve you,

you don't deserve me either.

i might wait, but i won't be waiting for too long.

you're the best thing i never had.

you're my perfect nightmare.

sincerely,

me.