My ChildhoodLove.

Going through a album, where I keep all our pictures. The only pictures that left of us, thanks to me asking you to delete them and you eventually you did because you was mad at me. Pictures gives me a better picture of what we used to have. You know, those happy time we had together. Just us, both of us going around here and there, together. Those moment, we both hold hands and walk around. Once in a while, you would kiss me on the forehead. Grab me so tight. Hug me, cuddle me. Sometimes, tease me and I over reacted, I get pissed and I walk away and you chase me from behind. Don't know why, I like and enjoy being chase by you. But, I know you don't any more, you get tired. I missed moments where we share some deep thoughts, we share our problems, we talked about our personal stuff in the late midnights. You would listen to all my problems I shared, you patiently listen to all my complains. You will be my best listener. You'll give me advice, tell me what's right to do, what's not. You will cry along, once in a while. You tolerate all my sucky attitude, you would put down your ego just to apologize. Im sorry babe, Im trully am. I know words won't bring you back. But I just want you to know how I feel. You bring me lots of good memories. We stand in the rain together. We walk through the sunny day together. We walk home together during the nights, just to make sure we save. I missed you. It kills me to go everywhere, I still have you in my mind. Now that you gave my place to someone else. You tell me, you will come back once you're done with her. Friends and what other people see is, stupid girl just forget about this boy and move on. What's bring me down is, to see how both of us still love each other yet we can't be. Somehow, its just the tittle. Well, we don't need it. We know it from our hearts that's enough. We can never be friends, but more than friends. Something very special. I can't wait to look back at this post I posted and laugh together with you, when Im old. =')

You're..

You're the one who wants me to be happy, yet you're the one who make me sad.

You're the one who wants me to move on, yet you're the one still want to hold on.

You're the one who wants to care, yet you're the one who hurt me.

You're the one who wants to get back, yet you're the one choose not to.

Sometimes, why don't I pretend to be strong once more ?

Its okay to hurt me, push till my limits, push me off the edge.

I'll thanked you instead of hating you.

You made me who I am, stronger than you thought.

Don't blame that I have change.

You know I'll never do anything to hurt you,

You know I'll never want to pick a fight with you,

You know I'll never want to do what you did to me.

But you just have to spark up some fire in me.

I don't know what are you doing ?

but you might have better understanding of yourself.

Btw, some of the ppl just don't understand.

Just blindly in love. WHAT THE ?

Seriously, how could a girl and a boy move one so fast ?

one week after a break up, what do you expect ?

what the couple have for 1year 9months was nothing ?

Give people some time before starting a new relationship with them.

You're just a replacement, after all.

Give people some time to let go of something they hold so long.

Why rush ? Stop being such a selfish person.

Think of yourself, wants to be happy that's it.

Think of others. People have feeling yo.

Think what is right before acting.

Before going my back talking about what I did to you,

Don't remember to tell them what you did to me also. =)

Nvm, I'll find someone like you

i dont give a damn when you say you love him/her.

im lying because i know it freaking hurts.

i don't want to be a keeper, i just want to be one and only,

if you can't do that, get away, stay away.

you always ask me to fight for you,

so what if I do ? will you come back ?

like seriously, do you even have guts to fight for me ?

I don't always tell you that I Love You,

because when I do, I really meant it.

that's how precious, Love You mean to me.

having you around me, was the best part of my life.

somehow, I MISSED YOU like everyday,

well, you know, some memories we had together, i can't erased.

it kills me slowly to reminiscent all those moment we had together.

don't come back just because you got no one,

don't bullshit me, because i know the truth.

nvm, I'll find someone like you,

i wish the best for you.

you tell how special we were,

how we were brought together, for 16years,

so what ? if you cherished me, you won't be continue doing this.

so what if you tell me you love me, you don't prove ?

words are easily said than done.

so what if I fight for our love ? you don't make a difference.

so what if I want you back ? you leave me hanging.

so what if I move on ? you hold me back.

so what if Im your first love ? im not your last?

seriously, I cared so much for you, (no bragging)

what do I get in repay ?

I gave up people around me just to be with you,

and you gave me up just to be with ppl around you.

tell me, fight me if Im wrong.

Im done listening to your sorry.

You're forgiven. Thats it.

don't want me, dont leave me hanging.

When You Fall In LOVE,

you know when you fall in love with someone,

you see perfection but not flaws,

you feel happy but sad once in a while,

you know when everyone seems to tell you,

you should let go, but you refuse to,

you know when they lied to you,

but you refuse to believe and to trust them,

you know you're right, but they seems to be the one who is always right,

you give and take, but most of the time you give to much,

you missed them, but you know that they may not think about you for a second,

you know they are the one who brighten up your day,

but they are also the one who bring you your worst day of life,

you cared so much but you get mistaken for overprotective,

you tell them I Love You, but they take it as a joke,

you would die for them, but eventually they are not going to give up their life for you,

and thats when you fall in love,

you see no wrong in someone, but thats the right one.

its complicated.

Im TIRED

Dear LOVE,

seriously, im tired of the sh*t we gone through together,

not that i don't want to try, i try so hard but yet it goes back to square one,

i thought giving us time to settle down / cool off,

but you choose the wrong way to cool off,

which you know its hard for me to let you in,

im TIRED

i wish i got strength and courage,

but you're not making any effort,

so tell me why should I make any effort.

prove me or show me ! don't tell me words like "ILOVEYOU"

you say you mean it, SO PROVE ME !

I Love YOU for who you are, you're not perfect,

but i don't mind, nobody's perfect.

if you think someone can you love you better,

go ahead, since you think i don't deserve you,

you don't deserve me either.

i might wait, but i won't be waiting for too long.

you're the best thing i never had.

you're my perfect nightmare.

sincerely,

me.

Bite Me.

service team. cula 1. group C.

GROUP C!

angry bird pendrive .

after the colour. my friend say its nice. its simple and easy.

wanna give it a try, so i choose this colour. Chiffon Beige.

i dont want abandon my blog yet i got nth to update+time to do so.

finally gone through all the treatment for my teeth.

and yeahhh, i can finally BITE.

Hello September !

loving life, been very busy these days.
enjoying life to the bits, with love ones.
had so much to share but not in public.
LOL, am going to delete some of my post,
am going to leave those happy post only.