this is the time where i'll..

since this is suppose to be a short but not very short post,
so i decided to share it here, rather than twitter because twitter can't fit
what im about to say/list.....

this is the time where i'll make most of the mistakes,
this is the time where i'll fall in love with someone,
this is the time where i'll make stupid/silly mistakes,
this is the time where i'll would want to be like in the movies,
this is the time where i'll dream so high/beyond,
this is the time where i'll imagine how life could be,
this is the time where i'll do something i'll never do for the rest of my life,
this is the time where i'll make promises and break them,
this is the time where i'll shave my hair/cuts all sort of hairstyle,
this is the time where i'll make decision and regret it later,
this is the time where i'll cry for a movie,
this is the time where i'll eat like there's no tomorrow,
this is the time where i'll go for exercise once in a while,
this is the time where i'll paint my nails whenever im allowed to,
this is the time where i'll set my own rules, break them
this is the time where i'll spend money on unnecessary stuff,
this is the time where i'll spend most of the time on the net,
this is the time where i'll do what i want and when i want to,
this is the time where i'll rebel and thinking im always right,
this is the time where i'll spend than to save,
this is the time where i'll facebook,twitter,tumblr,blog,etc
this is the time where i'll have wish list but not able to fulfill it,
this is the time where i'll have thoughts of marrying some guy,
this is the time where i'll think i have it all/nothing at all
this is the time where i'll drive, recklessly,
this is the time where i'll never know why,
this is the time where i'll envy someone else,
this is the time where i'll forgive and forget,
this is the time where i'll complains and complains,
this is the time where i'll love every music that sings my feelings,
this is the time where i'll got no sense of direction,
this is the time where i'll fear of rejection,
this is the time where i'll share a secret to a close friend,
this is the time where i'll find a companion, a friend, someone,
this is the time where i'll see true colors,
this is the time where i'll be thinking im worthless,
this is the time where i'll be the happiest girl on earth,
this is the time where i'll be thankful for what i have,
this is the time where i'll be deceived, cheated, lied to,
this is the time where i'll be telling jokes, make someone laugh
this is the time where i'll stay up late, very late,
this is the time where i'll feel lucky to have you,
this is the time where i'll still hand write than type it out,

to be continued..
well, lets not continue HAAHAA ! so yeah, this is pretty what i have to say.
from all this I would like to conclude that, if i have not gone through what i've not,
i don't learn, i don't grow, i don't know, i don't think, many more i don't,
always remember that everything happen for a reason,
not for the best or the worst, but it is always for good.
when you don't go through some things in life, you won't learn,
either it's in a hard way or the other way round.
most of the time we look on the negative side and that's when we start to be negative.