LEGEND !

Penang 4days.

2011-12-22T17:11:00.000-08:00

Headed to Penang, last week with my sister from another mother.

We reach penang at 3pm due to some delays.

Was a unplanned getaway.

This year, I wasn't working. Lazy wasn't the whole excuse but rather to spend some quality time with my family and friends was the whole idea of me not working.

But one thing for sure, after this year, 2011

I'll be working my a$$ off.

I won't have time for family, friends, love one ?

SO yeah, basically, I won't be celebrating any celebration from next year onwards.

I know it sounds pathetic, I ain't workaholic but I'm going to work not for the money but for experience. I'll starting my training soon. Income not much. In fact not much AT ALL but better than nothing right ?

And, I'll be heading to another city.

I love the whole idea of going and explore new places, new environment.

Anyway,

Life is what you make it, so you're given a choice to choose what you want to be.

meet my dear, my ex roomate, my shopping kaki.

Ms. Balalinda. =D

we went Strait Quay, for a walk on the second day.

this boutique is so cool, so classy.

the pianist always play my favourite song.

day 1; My heart will go on - Celine Dion

day 2 ; Someone like you - Adele

so cute, this shop found in first avenue.

we went gurney to window shop,

we take a break at Gelatomio.

Heard it was good, so I can't missed the chance.

these babies, reminds me so much of us.

eventhough we meet each other a year older but still,

we meet when we're young,

and believe or not, that baby boy,

looks almost look alike with you. Oh em Geee.

Seafood platter. for 2 person or more I guess.

LOL, because the 2 boys having trouble finishing it.

mine, Halibut with beer batter.

I ain't a fish lover, but I would give it a try.

turns out I would say good.

but very filling !

I managed to finish the whole plate leaving few fries behind. XD

A wish upon the Christmas tree.

Penang Bridge, leaving.

Don't know when will we meet again.

Hopefully, soon ?

so much memories.

Jun Sung Ahn.

2011-12-02T05:43:00.000-08:00

My favourite instrument is Violin,

even I don't know how to play,

but still its my favourite sound for my ears. (;

And this guy is playing, all my favourite songs.

It sound so GOOD ! (:

Me LIKEY ! VERY !

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY.

listen to it if you haven't. ( ;

HiHi December.

2011-12-01T03:22:00.000-08:00

Hi,

Its a new month and the end of the year of 2011.

Its the month of December, where I look forward to.

Because when it's December, its a holiday for me.

And and not forgetting Christmas too.

Christmas = Present.

As my age catching up, the number of present drops. );

So sad, I know.

Anyway, as long as I'm with the one I love that's enough.

Sometimes, I'm better off alone. (not always)

So far, 2011 its one of my most Chaotic year. LOL.

seriously, I think it is.

But nevertheless, I've made mistake that it became a great lesson for me.

I have so much more to learn and get exposed to the world.

I am grateful for everything and everyone who have once become part of my life.

Life. Some people say it's harsh.

I'm looking forward and looking towards the bright side. ( ;

Life's good. People's good. I'm good. How bout you ?

Fishes to Birds.

2011-11-12T17:20:00.000-08:00

We went KLCC Convention Centre in the morning,

due to the weather, cloudy and it rains.

Our thought of going to the Bird Park then to Butterfly Park.

but unfortunately, we didn't go as we planned.

So we went for Aquaria instead,

Entrance fee was RM30 (student price)

and had our brunch in KLCC.

After the sky is clear, we went for the bird park.

Bird park was kinda huge but not much of "birds".

SO yeah, entrance fee was RM20, for adult.

I-City

2011-11-10T08:57:00.000-08:00

Our 3rd Awesome Destination, I-City.

City of lights.

Just like how my life now is,

Its bright and its colourful !

We are planning to go around Selangor.

There's so many places to visit.

PutraJaya.

2011-11-07T08:18:00.000-08:00

Our 2nd Destination.

After back from Ipoh.

All the way to PutraJaya,

just for this view,

and the mosque (building).

More DESTINATIONS !

EEEpoh.

2011-11-06T06:03:00.000-08:00

So far, That's for my trip around few famous places in Ipoh.

More to come !

All started from IPOH !

from Train Station

to Kek Lok Si

to Yum Yum Restaurant (dinner)

to Indulgence (dessert,birthday cake)

to Take A Break Vip Lounge (breakfast)

to Home, with the lovely bouquet of Flowers frm <3

I guess ?

2011-11-01T20:49:00.000-07:00

Beginning of a new Month, New love.

I guess I'm falling for you ?

I guess I'm not afraid to start a new relationship ?

I guess I've found someOne ?

I guess I love like I never hurt before ?

I guess I'm in love ?

I guess after all time was the great healer,

I guess its finally the time I should let go,

I guess its time to start a new life,

I guess its the right thing to do,

I guess I no longer care bout you anymore,

I guess You're just another passerby who just walk out of my life,

I guess I don't mean anything to you anymore,

I guess I finally gain my happiness back for once,

I guess I've done my part but you didn't,

I guess I love enough and I hurt enough,

I guess after all, Its another love lesson in life.

I GUESS ?

Mind Set.

2011-10-23T18:54:00.001-07:00

I'll be rising like a SKYSCRAPER !

I basically made up my mind, clear things out.

I felt good about it. I finally know what I want. (still pending) LOL

but yeahhhh basically I made a decision and Im going to stand firm with it.

All this while, I thought I was going to be okay and try not to think or to deal with it.

Which its not okay at all to do so. I ended up, hurting myself so much.

I can't believe my eyes, my ears and everything around me.

I stay in the room had some not so good feeling and thoughts.

so I decided to go out on my own. just to go out, get out from this room.

I went and I'm glad with my decision of going out.

Ain't that bad you know ? What so bad about going out alone ?

I'm used to be good alone. Why can't I be good again ?

In order to make things better, I have to find myself.

WHO I AM ? WHO I WAS ?

in order to love others, first I must love myself first.

I'm still trying, I'm going to find myself.

I'm still discovering, what's my passion.

this time, its going to be me and only me in this picture.

While time is healing, I'm going to take that time to do things I want.

You might say its selfish, but yo if you're not taking care of yourself, who's going to ?

I see things differently now, my heart let go something I want but its not mine.

Time to let go, no point holding on something that its hopeless.

I'm done, crying.. I'm done, heartbroken, I'm done, pretending.

You might read my previous post about things I said before.

But honestly, I still have those emo post its all because I didn't do like what I say.

I let my heart make the decision. Its not bad after all.

But this time no more heart decision.

I need time for healing. I'm slowly growing back stronger again.

I was tore down by the same person. The person I thought he will change.

Time was everything. Not the right time maybe.

As decision have been made. Mind set. Action should be taken !

No more going back, looking back, grieving over the past.

Thinking what could I have done back then. No MORE !

Don't let the past be your fear but make it a lesson.

Its hard, but if you believe in yourself that you can then definitely you can.

and I believe in myself and ppl around me, or even you believe I can.

so I'll prove to myself before you.

My broken heart is going to be heal. I can say its a fresh wound.

It takes seconds,minutes,hours,days,months, years? to heal.

Yeahhh, no more words that going to change my mind anymore.

No even from you. Nothing is going to change. I'm going to start from now on.

I no longer want to drag this any longer.

Life is too short for regrets and unhappiness.

I'm a happy girl and going to live my happy life.

Sometimes, I'm glad how God have been blessing me.

There's always ups and down you know.

But never lose yourself.

I'm going to forgive and forget you. (still working on it)

I'm going to stop all those negative thoughts, bad thoughts.

NO MORE, its unhealthy. Its so bad.

And I'm not letting you in to destroy my happiness.

I'm not going to let you to take away my belongings.

and I want to thank those ppl who have been there for me all this while.

I'm really glad to have you ppl around me when I need you the most.

You ppl make me feels that Im not alone. =)

Decisions made. Time for a change. A good start. Moving on.

Be strong, Stay Strong.

2011-10-21T04:16:00.000-07:00

I've been avoiding and pushing away my problems and fear.

I think its time to face it and accept it. Or to deal with it.

I don't want to drag things/problems with me.

it just hurts, or maybe like killing yourself. Suicidal.

I don't want to pretend that its okay when its not.

Sometimes, or maybe most of the time the truth hurts.

But you know what ? Do you want to live in a place where liars are ?

Where you live to lie and lie to live ? You want that ?

No matter what, if you don't give up your life, you're consider strong.

Obviously, someone will always try to pull you down to the earth.

Rise back up, you want to be in Heaven don't ya ? Reach for it.

There's this heart and mind thing. Im confuse about it.

Both of them work together is best. For me.

Why do I always putting you first ? some ppl say,

"Love is when you put someone happiness before yourself.."

Am I too young to talk about love ? Am I not ?

But the truth above all ,

Everyone could move on, if time allows.

I do believe that everyone could do that and that's what most ppl do.

You love someone, if they don't love back,

How long can you love them ? Question yourself.

But I do believe that,

that someone will always be in our heart.

Someone, you could never forget.

You might forget the face, the physical, the moments.

But you'll never forget who they once were. Who they were to you.

No one love is greater than Him, our God.

Everyone, will let go when time comes.

No matter how much you say you want to hold and never let go.

I learned that in this world, nothing last forever.

Is matter of fact, you want to stay to fight, or wait or let go.

That's all.

While I'm questioning myself and my doubts are piling up.

I'll put God and let him help me to go through this.

Anyway, he was the ONLY one who was with me all this while.

I'm going to accept whatever it is.

Maybe its chinese or IDK, but we will always deny ppl's compliment

and just pull ourselves down by saying those negative words.

Exp ;

Scene 1

ppl : You're smart.

you : NO, Im not. I'm stupid.

Scene 2

ppl : You so pretty.

you : Where got pretty ? You're pretty not me. Im so ugly.

You know what, this thing will go on and on.

Sometimes, they say its because we want to be humble.

But not in a way, by saying negative words or bring yourself down just to show that you're humble.

Doesn't make sense doesn't it. They say Chinese do that. I dont know about you.

I'm chinese, so yeah. I used to do that. But not anymore.

What I do now is I'll replied, Thank You.

If you're sincere , you won't think Im arrogant.

Another thing is, its okay to make mistake but never make it another time.

Learn from your mistake. Life is not easy. If it is, its not worth living.

I'm not letting anyone to decide my future. God is exception.

I'm not letting anyone to interfere my decision.

You never know what the future is. So who knows ? God.

Note to self ; Be strong, Stay Strong.

Happiness over You.

2011-10-06T12:51:00.000-07:00

shave my hair for the second time and the last time ?

leaving and putting everything into rest.

stop chasing something that is no longer yours.

no matter whatever reason/excuse you give me, I had enough.

this time around, Im moving on.

how long do I have to be in this position ?

Why give away happiness when I found Happiness.

I chose Happiness over you.

Yeah, once you was my happiness, but you don't anymore.

how many times I've to get hurt before I wake up ?

Life is beautiful, sometimes it hard.

But well, do everything positive. Think+Act.

Irony much,

Loving the right person at the wrong time.

Having the wrong person when the time is right.

And finding out you love someone after that person walks out of your life.

Every deserve to be happy.

So am I, I just want to be happy, and be the reason why the person is happy.

I love being myself when Im around you.

You know those, flawless + imperfection makes you perfect.

Its hard to find someone who likes you for who you are.

I didn't find someone like you because you and I know,

we could not find the "you" no matter who and where.

It's just us, you can't find me anywhere else and the other way round.

You'll always be a small part of me, and I'm glad.

Things ended badly, but its okay.

Wasn't like I didn't expect, but to trust you wouldn't have done it.

But you did it anyway. I should thank you perhaps ?

Making me stronger, found someone.

We are all still young, we make mistake,

that don't define us, but made us who we are.

There's so much to learn out there, don't settle less.

This time around, I'm not keeping anything inside anymore.

because I've kept too much in my heart.

I just feel different between you and me.

I don't want to fear over something but to overcome it.

Fear to love and give someone my heart all over again.

But I still believe in love.

You made me feel special in a way. =)

Nothing Last Forever.

2011-10-03T07:47:00.000-07:00

Its another month now, its October now.

Second, Minutes, Hours, Days, Months have gone by so fast.

Everything happen was like just yesterday.

You know its sad that you need to move on,

and the thing is, does ppl actually learn something for it.

or in order to just let everything go and forget about it.

I hate to see ppl get tired without trying a little hard or make an effort at least.

I find couple nowadays, break up because their sick of each other.

I find married couple, divorce because they can't commit anymore.

My dear, then at the first point why get involve ?

What's with the promises you made ? Something so convincing.

Sometimes, you know you trust that someone so much that they won't hurt you,

but yet they are the one who is hurting you the most.

You know where promises made like the word "forever" apparently it doesn't exist.

When you need a accompany or when you're bored.

You know I'm always be there, I don't want to say victim.

Maybe its true that nothing last forever.

But I do believe in God that He is eternal and his love for me is forever.

My ChildhoodLove.

2011-09-27T04:41:00.000-07:00

Going through a album, where I keep all our pictures. The only pictures that left of us, thanks to me asking you to delete them and you eventually you did because you was mad at me. Pictures gives me a better picture of what we used to have. You know, those happy time we had together. Just us, both of us going around here and there, together. Those moment, we both hold hands and walk around. Once in a while, you would kiss me on the forehead. Grab me so tight. Hug me, cuddle me. Sometimes, tease me and I over reacted, I get pissed and I walk away and you chase me from behind. Don't know why, I like and enjoy being chase by you. But, I know you don't any more, you get tired. I missed moments where we share some deep thoughts, we share our problems, we talked about our personal stuff in the late midnights. You would listen to all my problems I shared, you patiently listen to all my complains. You will be my best listener. You'll give me advice, tell me what's right to do, what's not. You will cry along, once in a while. You tolerate all my sucky attitude, you would put down your ego just to apologize. Im sorry babe, Im trully am. I know words won't bring you back. But I just want you to know how I feel. You bring me lots of good memories. We stand in the rain together. We walk through the sunny day together. We walk home together during the nights, just to make sure we save. I missed you. It kills me to go everywhere, I still have you in my mind. Now that you gave my place to someone else. You tell me, you will come back once you're done with her. Friends and what other people see is, stupid girl just forget about this boy and move on. What's bring me down is, to see how both of us still love each other yet we can't be. Somehow, its just the tittle. Well, we don't need it. We know it from our hearts that's enough. We can never be friends, but more than friends. Something very special. I can't wait to look back at this post I posted and laugh together with you, when Im old. =')

You're..

2011-09-21T06:04:00.000-07:00

You're the one who wants me to be happy, yet you're the one who make me sad.

You're the one who wants me to move on, yet you're the one still want to hold on.

You're the one who wants to care, yet you're the one who hurt me.

You're the one who wants to get back, yet you're the one choose not to.

Sometimes, why don't I pretend to be strong once more ?

Its okay to hurt me, push till my limits, push me off the edge.

I'll thanked you instead of hating you.

You made me who I am, stronger than you thought.

Don't blame that I have change.

You know I'll never do anything to hurt you,

You know I'll never want to pick a fight with you,

You know I'll never want to do what you did to me.

But you just have to spark up some fire in me.

I don't know what are you doing ?

but you might have better understanding of yourself.

Btw, some of the ppl just don't understand.

Just blindly in love. WHAT THE ?

Seriously, how could a girl and a boy move one so fast ?

one week after a break up, what do you expect ?

what the couple have for 1year 9months was nothing ?

Give people some time before starting a new relationship with them.

You're just a replacement, after all.

Give people some time to let go of something they hold so long.

Why rush ? Stop being such a selfish person.

Think of yourself, wants to be happy that's it.

Think of others. People have feeling yo.

Think what is right before acting.

Before going my back talking about what I did to you,

Don't remember to tell them what you did to me also. =)

Nvm, I'll find someone like you

2011-09-14T03:26:00.001-07:00

i dont give a damn when you say you love him/her.

im lying because i know it freaking hurts.

i don't want to be a keeper, i just want to be one and only,

if you can't do that, get away, stay away.

you always ask me to fight for you,

so what if I do ? will you come back ?

like seriously, do you even have guts to fight for me ?

I don't always tell you that I Love You,

because when I do, I really meant it.

that's how precious, Love You mean to me.

having you around me, was the best part of my life.

somehow, I MISSED YOU like everyday,

well, you know, some memories we had together, i can't erased.

it kills me slowly to reminiscent all those moment we had together.

don't come back just because you got no one,

don't bullshit me, because i know the truth.

nvm, I'll find someone like you,

i wish the best for you.

you tell how special we were,

how we were brought together, for 16years,

so what ? if you cherished me, you won't be continue doing this.

so what if you tell me you love me, you don't prove ?

words are easily said than done.

so what if I fight for our love ? you don't make a difference.

so what if I want you back ? you leave me hanging.

so what if I move on ? you hold me back.

so what if Im your first love ? im not your last?

seriously, I cared so much for you, (no bragging)

what do I get in repay ?

I gave up people around me just to be with you,

and you gave me up just to be with ppl around you.

tell me, fight me if Im wrong.

Im done listening to your sorry.

You're forgiven. Thats it.

don't want me, dont leave me hanging.

When You Fall In LOVE,

2011-09-13T07:42:00.000-07:00

you know when you fall in love with someone,

you see perfection but not flaws,

you feel happy but sad once in a while,

you know when everyone seems to tell you,

you should let go, but you refuse to,

you know when they lied to you,

but you refuse to believe and to trust them,

you know you're right, but they seems to be the one who is always right,

you give and take, but most of the time you give to much,

you missed them, but you know that they may not think about you for a second,

you know they are the one who brighten up your day,

but they are also the one who bring you your worst day of life,

you cared so much but you get mistaken for overprotective,

you tell them I Love You, but they take it as a joke,

you would die for them, but eventually they are not going to give up their life for you,

and thats when you fall in love,

you see no wrong in someone, but thats the right one.

its complicated.

Im TIRED

2011-09-12T22:26:00.000-07:00

Dear LOVE,

seriously, im tired of the sh*t we gone through together,

not that i don't want to try, i try so hard but yet it goes back to square one,

i thought giving us time to settle down / cool off,

but you choose the wrong way to cool off,

which you know its hard for me to let you in,

im TIRED

i wish i got strength and courage,

but you're not making any effort,

so tell me why should I make any effort.

prove me or show me ! don't tell me words like "ILOVEYOU"

you say you mean it, SO PROVE ME !

I Love YOU for who you are, you're not perfect,

but i don't mind, nobody's perfect.

if you think someone can you love you better,

go ahead, since you think i don't deserve you,

you don't deserve me either.

i might wait, but i won't be waiting for too long.

you're the best thing i never had.

you're my perfect nightmare.

sincerely,

me.

Bite Me.

2011-09-11T01:26:00.000-07:00

service team. cula 1. group C.

GROUP C!

angry bird pendrive .

after the colour. my friend say its nice. its simple and easy.

wanna give it a try, so i choose this colour. Chiffon Beige.

i dont want abandon my blog yet i got nth to update+time to do so.

finally gone through all the treatment for my teeth.

and yeahhh, i can finally BITE.

Hello September !

2011-09-01T01:26:00.000-07:00

loving life, been very busy these days.
enjoying life to the bits, with love ones.
had so much to share but not in public.
LOL, am going to delete some of my post,
am going to leave those happy post only.

one day but not today.

2011-08-28T00:10:00.000-07:00

one day,
i'll get rid of you,
one day,
i'll stop loving you,
one day,
i'll stop missing you,
one day,
i'll will not think about you,
one day,
i'll not talk about you,
one day,
i'll love someone but not you,
one day,
i'll stop falling for you,
one day,
i'll stop believing in you,
one day,
i'll stop trusting you,
one day,
i'll not long for you,
one day,
i'll realize what a fool i have been,
but just not today.

if you think im dumb, you are but not me.
you didn't know how smart i was
and you'll never know.

don't fool me, you're just fooling yourself.

don't give up something easily,
you'll find how hard is it to grab hold of something,
you'll start appreciating,
losing it, regret it

you'll never know what is like until they're gone.

fight so hard to hold on,
now try so hard to forget.

what are words if you really don't mean them,
but they are only for good times?

this is the time where i'll..

2011-08-27T01:40:00.000-07:00

since this is suppose to be a short but not very short post,
so i decided to share it here, rather than twitter because twitter can't fit
what im about to say/list.....

this is the time where i'll make most of the mistakes,
this is the time where i'll fall in love with someone,
this is the time where i'll make stupid/silly mistakes,
this is the time where i'll would want to be like in the movies,
this is the time where i'll dream so high/beyond,
this is the time where i'll imagine how life could be,
this is the time where i'll do something i'll never do for the rest of my life,
this is the time where i'll make promises and break them,
this is the time where i'll shave my hair/cuts all sort of hairstyle,
this is the time where i'll make decision and regret it later,
this is the time where i'll cry for a movie,
this is the time where i'll eat like there's no tomorrow,
this is the time where i'll go for exercise once in a while,
this is the time where i'll paint my nails whenever im allowed to,
this is the time where i'll set my own rules, break them
this is the time where i'll spend money on unnecessary stuff,
this is the time where i'll spend most of the time on the net,
this is the time where i'll do what i want and when i want to,
this is the time where i'll rebel and thinking im always right,
this is the time where i'll spend than to save,
this is the time where i'll facebook,twitter,tumblr,blog,etc
this is the time where i'll have wish list but not able to fulfill it,
this is the time where i'll have thoughts of marrying some guy,
this is the time where i'll think i have it all/nothing at all
this is the time where i'll drive, recklessly,
this is the time where i'll never know why,
this is the time where i'll envy someone else,
this is the time where i'll forgive and forget,
this is the time where i'll complains and complains,
this is the time where i'll love every music that sings my feelings,
this is the time where i'll got no sense of direction,
this is the time where i'll fear of rejection,
this is the time where i'll share a secret to a close friend,
this is the time where i'll find a companion, a friend, someone,
this is the time where i'll see true colors,
this is the time where i'll be thinking im worthless,
this is the time where i'll be the happiest girl on earth,
this is the time where i'll be thankful for what i have,
this is the time where i'll be deceived, cheated, lied to,
this is the time where i'll be telling jokes, make someone laugh
this is the time where i'll stay up late, very late,
this is the time where i'll feel lucky to have you,
this is the time where i'll still hand write than type it out,

to be continued..
well, lets not continue HAAHAA ! so yeah, this is pretty what i have to say.
from all this I would like to conclude that, if i have not gone through what i've not,
i don't learn, i don't grow, i don't know, i don't think, many more i don't,
always remember that everything happen for a reason,
not for the best or the worst, but it is always for good.
when you don't go through some things in life, you won't learn,
either it's in a hard way or the other way round.
most of the time we look on the negative side and that's when we start to be negative.

You and I

2011-08-23T08:13:00.000-07:00

something you want to forget. takes times. i dont want to mention anything emo because there's nothing to be emo about. i finally, wake up from a big slap from the reality. LOL! oh yeah, a quite hard one ! more to come. ppl say i'll come back stronger than i was. so yeah ! im back as strong as i was before and perharps a lil more stronger in faith and wisdom. =) never point finger and blame others &&& yet don't put all the blame on yourself. Just remember that, God has purpose for us. He's decision for us was never wrong ! He might have better plans for us ahead ! From all the misery we are going through was just bumps that we have to go through just to see a better plan ahead and appreciate what we are having ! =) well, if you dont love yourself, no one else will. some ppl are just meant to be your passerby in your life. open your eyes wide enough and pray for God's wisdom upon you, show you the right person AKA their true colours ! some people disappoint us so much that they turn out the person we did not expect them to be. some people too good to be true in the beginning but eventually you will see their true colours.

anyway love,

loving you was the choice i made. regretting will not bring us anywhere. for one moment I thought you were the "one" but I was wrong and fully blinded by the word "love". thanks for the time we spend together. "I may regret the way ended, but I will never regret what we had ". If our love was true, the sparks only happens in between the both of us. LOVE happens BOTH way ONLY ! when it comes to a relationship, its all about trust,commitment,honesty,forgive,most of all Love ! =)

dear love, wish you all the best.

strangers, again

2011-08-20T12:30:00.000-07:00

i watched this once, before all this happen to me.

well, this video describe it all. i've been through all the stages !

HOLLA! wonderful Saturday morning !

buried me love.

2011-08-17T08:21:00.000-07:00

back to blogging after a sudden urge to blog.

officially ended my relationship which almost lasted for 2years.

it have been my 2 good and bad years with him.

in a relationship who doesn't go through this ?

im feeling grateful to those who have been with me through the thick and thin.

im really thankful that God brought them into my life.

some lesson are learn through pain ! YEAH, just like i did.

well, don't dwell in your past and move forward.

don't regret for what you did not did nor it wasn't good enough

but try doing it better the next time !

therefore, it should not be a reason or excuses for you to repeat the same mistakes!

CIAO !

buried my love deep down. RIP !

19th Bday

2011-07-17T07:18:00.000-07:00

its my birthday ! heh.

nothing much. went back ipoh to celebrate with my friends.

boyf still in brunei, will be back soon.

thanks alot to my lovely sisters who are here to celebrate with me,

half of my birthday i spended just in my room.

this 19th birthday, so far is the most boring one.

broke my front tooth...etc etc.

Swiss?

2011-07-12T04:03:00.000-07:00

wanted and got some time to post a blog bout my trip to Switzerland.

but unfortunately, there's no picture to be uploaded.

my Swiss pictures are in my boyf's lappie !

wait till he's back and im free then i'll upload (;

so far Swiss was definitely nice place for someone who seeks peace.

HAAhaa.. Swiss has many beautiful scenery!

cameras need to stand by at any time ! any picture u capture can be a postcard !

HAAAA! so far that's it.

bad news was i felt down while i was riding a scooter.

hit my head. broke 2of my front tooth. minor cuts all over the body.

so yahhhh ! thats what i have from my trip.

lotsss of bonding session with my fellow classmates !

love them to bits ! found my true friends through this fall !

shopping at H&M store every single day.

with those sales, unbearable not to buy !

i bought a few clothes,shoe,bags, accessories && chocolates !!

chocolates in swiss i tell you must buy must try must eat !!!!

so freaking yummyyyyyy. melts in ur mouth, melts ur heart !!

swiss is tmrw

2011-06-24T09:21:00.000-07:00

a very short post before i leave malaysia !

so yeah ! im leaving and im finally leaving ! to SWITZERLAND !

being waiting for this day very long.............ago.

hahah. and tmrw im going to KLIA! yet I HAVEN'T bought my flats

i SRSLY need one. tmrw last minute go OneU get one !

been hunting for one this few days !

hrmmmmm ! so yeah!

i've done my mask ! AHAHHAH

i've done body scrub ! HAHAHAHAH.

im feeling hyper ! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH

i cut my thumb. a very deep cut indeed..

when i was trying to fix my eyebrows this morning !

SNO

2011-06-22T01:24:00.000-07:00

something im very upset and dislike about Malaysia's bus driver..

they was so free, they chit chat in the bus, they yell at me for no reason !

they wait until there's 'plenty' of ppl only they start journey.

i waited for roughly one hour for the bus to get to S.Pyramid..

meet up with Jenny for lunch at Full House !

food there is pretty reasonable + friendly environment !

total worth it ! (= me,my boyf and jenny had a set lunch for rm16.90

inclusive of soup as appetizer,spaghetti carbonara as main course,

ice lemon tea + petit four dessert.

awesome isn't it ?!

after that Jenny running late for class,

me and boyf get my stuff then i decided to get a cup of SNO!

urmmmm comment for SNO!

its expensive yet not satisfying !

failed concept i would say! XO

but you guys out there don't mind trying !

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2011/6/21/nation/20110621165321&sec=nation

there wont be water ! HAIKS ! need to do laundry, clothes that i need for SWISS!

Maaaa Laaaa Caaaa

2011-06-20T18:35:00.000-07:00

let me update you about my trip to Malacca I had 2days ago.

=) it was a pleasant getaway after a semester !

and yeshhh another getaway soon.

indeed a better one, SWITZERLAND !

this is what i bought. which cost me rm44++

coconut shake ! DAYUMMMMM!

meet me new sister =) catherine !

Nadeja layer crepe !

last day ! souvenirs ! food souvenirs !

no time for swimming because of food hunting !

chicken rice balls

time for SATAY CELUP !

our hotel, Everly hotel !

the earrings i bought. in total rm10 only!

i go crazy when choosing the earrings.

pictures wasn't arrange accordingly*

last friday night

2011-06-16T08:44:00.001-07:00

DISLIKE THE VIDEO AND HER ! she's like so annoying.

but only in this video. but her music still sounds good !

our discussion among our whole class bout our kitchen design.

me and noel.

our block layout

our KMD class with mr.Paul Bernard frm CKP !!

having so much fun in this class !!

just got this pict from my friend ! me and us with mr Paul + mr Kane

Finals IM DONE WITH YOU

2011-06-13T08:11:00.000-07:00

thats what im talking about,

i got this formal wear, which perfectly fits,

oneil's checkered shirt, which perfectly fits too,

and a sweater for a eleven year old, which fits me but its short

but who cares right, FASHION ! =D

all three for rm 23 ! in FOS !

a shop i'll nvr miss whenever there is in a mall !

some special deal of the month from sushi king !

REASONABLE yet filling.

so full after eating this with daddy.

somehow i feel like look like him XO

got the urge of blog-ing after finishing my job.

in less than 2 weeks im going to Switzerland,

the land of great beautiful scenery and i cant wait to snap pictures of it.

make sure i get to be in the picture.

something i don't always get to do !

been shopping back in IPOH ! my hometown.

shooo happy to get pretty good deals and sales.

get this pretty reasonable shirts for rm23.

irresistible at time to see the bargain price,

like isn't it reasonable ? buy it even though i have it already =P

im having holidays actually, i FINISHED my FINALS alr !

im done with finals, what a relieved..

you know what when im supposed to enjoy my holidays,

college gives us one week of class. ruin my holidays.

FATHER'S DAY IS COMING UP !!

was thinking what to get for my DAD ! 'world best dad' !!

i went back last week right after my finals,

brought my stuff and money (swiss franc) back..

haven't start packing, dont want to feel over excited.

anyways, that all. FYI, I haven't been getting enough of sleep lately.

last week slept late,woke up early for exams.

after exams, went out for celebrations,

back to ipoh, shopping till dinner,went home late,

back to PJ, classes from 8am-5pm !

I should appreciate all the time I have !

btw, I have a new pet, daddy bought me a fighting fish. =)

should snap a picture when i get the better camera instead of my lousy camera phone.

FINALS for 3rd SEM

2011-06-05T04:08:00.000-07:00

i wish to get this. :O dont know should I ?

finals; TOMORROW !

Monday ; French and Food & Wine tasting.

Tuesday ; Entrepreneurship

Thursday ; F&B Costing

all theory exam !

WOWWWWW I CAN'T WAIT TO TELL MYSELF

EXAMS OVER ! IM DONE ! :P

4days to go ! (=

Rosie Hungtington-Whitley !

2011-06-02T11:58:00.000-07:00

Do YOU know who is she ?

the girl you will see in transformer3.

Megan Fox replacement. :O

she's so beautiful, cant wait to see her acting.

*right after this post, i'll get myself studying for FINALS !*

May's Food !

2011-06-01T08:55:00.000-07:00

laziness of blog-ing hits me once again.

so a another new month ! its June !

leaving Malaysia in 24days time !

woooohooo ! im so excited...

nothing to be embarassed or shame about..

Im a first timer to sit on a plane ! :)

so curious how it's going to be and so on..

there's only picture of foods !

wanton mee ! mine( i love with soup)

best EVER ! at Uptown !

223 Nasi Lemak ! pedas sampai mau ==

black sesame tong yuen with ginger soup.

watermelon sago !

as u can see Chatime frm ss2 mall !

A&W rootbeer !

unbelievable this is so friggin tasty !

esp the FRIES !

my grilled chicken burger. YUMs!

Pirates of the Caribbean !

2011-05-20T01:57:00.000-07:00

went for a movie and obviously is Pirates of the Caribbean !

as you can see my blog post tittle :P

it was out in Malaysia cinemas ytd which is 19th of May !

and we watched it ytd ! :P

sits was taken and sold out in any minute.

but at last we did manage to grab our sit 3rd row before the screen.

i can say the sit was surprisingly fine for me !!

&& we still manage to get student price. RM6 !

AWESOMENESS !

before i enter the cinema its like a must-thing-to-do !

i bought popcorn, in regardless i saw the flyers about

buying GSC combo3(1L popcorn& 2 regular drinks)

will get a free bandanna ! POC bandanna ! why not right ?

since im a big eater of popcorn, munching before the movie..

finish before the movie end ! cokes !

PENELOPE CRUZ was so hot !! and sexy !!

not forgetting the mermaids !! i love their outfit && the beautiful faces.

in the movie, they are evil mermaids !! their beauty is to deceive you !

i think there's another chapter.

i like the movie is all because of JOHNNY DEPP !

ORLANDO BLOOM & KEIRA KNIGHTLEY !

*p.s : nowadays cinema movie u have to stay back to see what's going to happen.

dont leave the cinema as soon as the movie end ! there is still short preview !!

Snowflakes in Malaysia !!

2011-05-19T13:06:00.000-07:00

this is the device where they give it to you

to inform you that your dessert are done.

it will vibrates when they are done,

you're ready to get your dessert !

the is the card, for every rm5 one chop.

10 chops free one snowflakes dessert ! (:

my fav no.7 !!

the boys.

mine and his !

i think no other places have taro balls,

chewy chewy..

this is the history board,

how did snowflakes come and stuff like that.

when out for dinner,

the guys havent had their dinner but dessert first.

this satay was fantastically awesomeness deliciously yummy ! :D

baybeh !!

kk, the late comer buying snowflakes !

the order sign board. so many choices !

*p.s :

1 finger crossed hoping to watch Pirates of the Carribean later !

2 i want to try Chattime !!

3 hope to go pasar malam tonight !!

Angry Bird !

2011-05-18T16:44:00.000-07:00

to the angry bird lovers !
this is the website, u can check it out http://chrome.angrybirds.com/
first u need to dl google chrome..
chrome is so nice to use so dont hesistate not to dl.
to those who doesnt have iphone or ipad !
u can now play online !
isn't it fun !!

they even have their own angry bird game.

u can find it when u play the angry bird game,

it's the google chrome sign, just hit it with the bird.

to unlock the google chrome angry bird. (:

Love Bag ?

2011-05-18T12:09:00.000-07:00

my beloved darling wanted to get me somethng for my birthday..
which is in JULY ! we went mid valley,
saw this bag he and I LIKED it much !
so we stop hesitating and bought the bag.
he only allows me to buy sports bag.
which he likes and not other brand nor other bags.
he say i should stop getting bags which is so womenly..
which i have no idea since when i like womenly bags..
he made me had a great laugh to see what he likes on me which will never ever look good on me.
well, he's being sooo nice that i couldnt ask for more.
shall appreciate and start doing something to change every wrong perpesctive..

p.s : i want to love u more instead (= !

500 days of Summer

2011-05-17T07:27:00.000-07:00

watch 500 days of summer...

Summer is Zooey Deschanel !!

the first thing in my mind was KATY PERRY!

minka kelly and leighton meester.

minka was the co star in 500 days of summer.

she was Autumn :P

this was in the magazine ! she caught my eye ! then i watch the movie and realise that's her.

p/s : am very happy today (=
he's being so nice ! I love You babe !!
i receive my pre birthday present from him today.
we went Mid Valley today.
wasn't crowded as I expected.

numbers in french

2011-05-15T19:00:00.002-07:00

this is the mask im talking about. they still have it in Sunway !

from Etude House !

*sitting for some small test later and going for Swiss Embassy meeting.
SWISSTERLAND IM COMING TO YOU soon !!!! very soon ((=
trying to memorize french numbers.
onze,douze,troize,quatorze~~

haircut day

2011-05-13T18:05:00.000-07:00

went Sunway with my bf after so long since we dating together.
we went to the saloon together.
special promotion of student hairstylist.
he had a haircut for rm5.
ive a permed for rm 25.
which took me 4 bloodayhhh hours !
i have the free coupon from CLEO !
buy 1 free 1 !
bought that mask from Etude House.
suprisingly they still have it.
5 essence mask for rm 12 !!
irrisistable !!

Jessie J !

2011-05-09T06:38:00.000-07:00

When I'm nervous I have this thing yeah I talk too much
Sometimes I just can't shut the hell up
It's like I need to tell someone anyone who'll listen
And that's where I seem to fuck up, yeah
I forget about the consequences, for a minute there I lose my senses
And in the heat of the moment my mouth's starts going the words start flowing

But I never meant to hurt you, I know it's time that i learnt to
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson learnt , I hate that I let you down and I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah
And I hate that I made you think that the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
Cause nobody's perfect, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, nobodys perfect

If i could turn back the hands of time
I swear I never would have crossed that line
I should of kept it between us but Jessie went and told the whole world how she's feeling and oh
So I sit and I realise with these tears falling from my eyes
I gotta change if I wanna keep you forever
Promise that I'm gonna try

But I never meant to hurt you, i know it's time that i learn to
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson learnt and I hate that I let you down and I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah
And I hate that I made you think that the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
Cause nobody's perfect, no, no, no, no, no, no, no,nobody's perfect

Im Not a saint no not at all, but what I did it wasn't cool
But I swear that I'll never do that again to you
I'm not a saint, no not at all, but what I did it wasn't cool
but i swear that ill never do that again to you.
I hate that I let you down, and I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah
And I hate that I made you think that that the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
Cause nobody's perfect, no,
nobody's perfect

i think she's good. like her hair.
cant stop replaying her songs. !

MIA for a while

2011-04-20T22:27:00.000-07:00

im sad about what mess i have brought myself into.
there's ntg i should cry for.
they say, smile and happiness is the best revenge.
im revengeful yet forgiver.
i need time to move on. i believe i can.
this is not the first nor the last.
but one thing i want to do for the moment is...
MIA aka missing in action. i want to go somewhere far far away.
who cares im a girl, and its dangerous out there ?
dont be worried for me or u never was... i dont care anymore.
either i want to locked myself in the room whole day..
but i feel that its a bit lifeless just to stay in the room.
where can i go ? i wish i got someone to talk...
eventually i know i have my buddies..
its actually a good thing for both sides that we officially over.
i dont want to look back...and go through the same SH*T again !!!
i tell u IM SERIOUSLY ENOUGH of everything...
im not getting back together....
im having a exam in 20mins time...
and i'll plan what should i do later.
this time i stop asking for direction and decision...
everything i should do it by myself,
time to stand up and make decision all by myself..
YOU'RE a JERK !! seriously i couldnt be bother if u flirts with other girl.
when they get along with u and see ur true colors..
i bet they want to run as far as they can..
end with loves and a smile !

ipoh awesomeness

2011-04-19T19:50:00.000-07:00

cant on9 at home due my modemn was struck by thunder lightning.
poor thing i know. im at college now, where i have no class after this.
and should be back at home. sleeping :) ive been going back ipoh everyweek.
=) hanging out with friend, chillin with daddy. THAT's is VERY AWESOME !

girls and temptation

2011-04-07T07:06:00.000-07:00

dont u think is naise ?

quarter length dress (:

i like this one !!! rm 23 only.

I LIke the design but dont really like the sleeves.

formal wear. SUPERB EXTREMELY NICE !!

this was last piece ! for 49.90 ! grab it fast. and its so nice !!!

Jenny and I ! LOVE BOTH !!

the mask i was talking about !

HURRRY GRABBBB !!!! its so reasonable!!!

RM 12 for 5 !

I went out again today because i was bored. went Sunway Pyramid today. meet up with Jenny. not much of time we get to spend together. we meet up late and i have to go back early to avoid the hectic jam. Etude House have this special promotion for mask. when i pass by i was like !!! WOWWWW are u kidding me? 5 mask for 12. usually they sell it for 9.90 for one. of course i couldnt control by to buy it and i bought one eyebrow pencil. :) i think its nice :P was cheap too. thought of getting M.A.C. but nahhhh nvm.. etude house is still alright for me. :D window shop at those clothing shop. almost bought a bag. but someone say i'll receive one bag on my bday. soooo yeah.... i shall wait for you !!! HAHAHA. i bought something from F21. im so lucky to have you. (: i saw a few shirts that i like so much. im controlling and resisting not to buy. telling myself i have enough of it.because i bought ytd. dont over spend. wait for SWITZERLAND !!!

Macaron day

2011-04-06T08:49:00.000-07:00

cool right ? plenty of macarons. in a stall at one U shopping mall.

im waiting for someone to share with me. wait till im back in ipoh. i'll hunt u down.

just trying, not buying :P

gosh. sold out all outlet in KL.

i want this shoe sooooo badly.!!!!!!

F21

this was one size 8 and 9.

inbalance.

nice shoes ? i like. RM 75. i dont like.

this are the flavors i bought for LK.

this macaron was smashed inside my bag while im happily shopping. :(

im having mid term break. which means ntg much to me.

i still go back to college. like everyday. but instead of going into classroom.

i go to the staffroom. meet the lecturers. regarding our fundraising stuff.

went One U after the meeting. hang out with my college mate.

she's a nice girl ((= no wonder so many ppl like her ((:

so today we had 114 muffin pre orders ! (; im so happy

i went for macarons hunting today ! and yeah i went for shopping

:PP i bought clothes and shoe today

hahahha. im pretty upset that i cant get the shoe i want

:( ! today was not my day. i hurt my finger and my toe

FOS was having promotion. buy one free one. choose any with the sign.

highest price will be charged :O

F21, there's special deal for student with their id. 10% on non promotional items.

COOL right ! :)

* p.s : my boyf asked me ? what style im into now ? :P after showing him the shoe i bought :DD

His early bday Celebration

2011-04-03T06:48:00.000-07:00

Let the pictures do the talking. We went KLCC for walk and lunch. Dinner at Soul-ed out ! Awesome food ! Awesome night.

Louis Vuitton ! Taaadaa

I like her !

him reading in Kino....one of the largest book store !

Boost ! All berries ! just as i want ! YUMMYLICIOUS !

mussel with orange soup

haaegan daez rum raisin milkshake ! YUMMS !!!!

aloha pitzaaaaah

raspeberry juice.

lasagnia.

salad with marinated prawns,

heineken and him. him with heineken.

u can see them doing pitzaaaa here !

green curry chicken serve with bread.

blueberry oat muffin

2011-03-29T23:20:00.000-07:00

Today Im sooooo free and it'll be bored.

I have a confession to make,I sucked a big time at driving. I mean PARKING

i took so long to park, i cant even park, im so speechless.

i feel like crying !! i get down the car and ask someone to park my car.

ya i did. laugh all you want.

and my parking was taken by others all the time :(

anyway, i went out and all this mess was because i want to get ingredients for my muffin and macaroons.

My muffins came out not appealing. :(

then its tasteless,smells good because of the blueberry.

i guess u got a rough idea that i baked blueberry oat muffin.

thought of making macaroons. maybe later. :X

intheoven (=

This is my muffin. I know it doesnt look like one. the black thingy is the blueberry.

Smells so good.

Ingredients list:
1 cup of oats.
1 cup of buttermilk.
1 cup of all-purpose flour.
1 teaspoon of baking powder.
½ teaspoon of baking soda.
½ teaspoon of salt.
¾ cup of packed brown sugar.
1 medium egg, beaten.
¼ cup of margarine, melted.
1 cup of blueberries.

Instructions:
Combine the oats and the buttermilk; allow to stand.

In a mixing bowl, combine the flour, baking powder, baking soda, salt and sugar. Stir well to blend.

Add the beaten egg and melted margarine to the oat mixture. Mix thoroughly.

Add to the dry ingredients, stirring just until moistened.

Gently fold in the blueberries.

Fill 10-12 muffin cups sprayed with nonstick Spray.

Bake at 375°F (190°C) for 20-25 minutes, or until the top springs back when lightly touched.

Products

2011-03-28T17:19:00.000-07:00

some special promotion going on. buy rm5(min) get 2 BIG BREAKFAST FREE !

indeed yeahh. alot of ppl lining up for it.

mcd have the best promotion of the year.

alot of ppl have alot of mcd breakfast. (:

promotion end this month. :(

photocopied is also allowed

how awesome is that !

went to pho hoa in tropicana city mall for lunch.

this is what we had ^^

this drink i tell you ! IT IS SUPERB NICE !

it has coconut milk inside.

taste soooooo goood !

Sunday morning (=

Good Morning *with a great smile on my face*

I was viewing through some of the blog...

I'm interested to those blog about clothing (i don't go online shopping)

about skincare and stuff.. something beneficial..

I was thinking I previously, I used to buy a lot of mask.

As you all don't know that, I love using mask ((=

something so pampering, relax, hydrating, exfoliate, purified, all at the same time.

so i actually bought a few, i usually get them from etude house

hahaha. the pinky shop and the beautiful design of the shop.

I cant resist to not to step in of the shop and then....

I get to see and find facial mask.. for diff skin type..

sometimes if I'm lucky,their having promotion,i get really good discount (:

and not forgetting collecting stickers.

well, etude house u need to purchase at least RM30 only u get one sticker.

whereas, skinfood u get RM20 per sticker.. I actually like Skinfood alot more.

their products are like really "Food" for our skin (: their products i find it more expensive compare to other Korean shop.

once in a while, I'll get something there (:

I love !!!!!! their nail polish !!! like 9999999999x

they have assorted colours. they dry up fast.

I should really blog about those product I buy and share to you about the product.

busy busy busy

2011-03-24T17:51:00.000-07:00

*this is the current me, if you're wandering how i look like now :P

HOLLA ! its Friday morning. Morning ppl !!

just a random post :) i was looking back at my history.
i used to be a kinda active blogger once :DD
maybe Im back to that again.
but once in a while, i'll share a tiny lil detail.
these days im starting to be busy.
classes, assignments, events, #etc
I was wandering, 'Can I owned a boutique store?'
I wish I could... one of my dream job. ((=
basically, IM just a CLOTHES LOVER !!
i can buy and buy and act i bought a lot.
its like nvr enough. XP
till then....
back to life, back to college, back to kitchen.
loves. (=

Hairstyle. What's next ?

2011-03-23T01:46:00.000-07:00

Let me show you a few hairstyle that Im killing for next :P

You know or not ? I bet you don't. Its something about me.

I can't stay or keep my hairstyle for long. For instant, not more than 3months.

I don't like staying the same way, I need a change ! (:

LIKE NOW ! I feel like doing something to my hair, NO HARM!

I know by dye-ing my hair colour, it will be dry... ( I experience that)

I know by highlight-ing my hair, it will inbalance.. ( I experience that too)

I know by perm-ing my hair, it will be wasting of money.. (Im still having curls)

I know by straighten my hair, I'll look F.L.A.T ~ (Ive natural straight hair)

garden of flowers.

2011-03-12T09:21:00.000-08:00

hollaaaaaaaaaa !
i took pictures of the flowers from the garden.
i had so much taking pictures (:
im sooo gonna do that more often.
i took 200++ pictures today..
uploading this pictures took me hours !
pictures was taken after raining.
looking good and fresh.

shall begin with the photographer of the day :DDDD

cool right ?

2 cute tiny lil flowers.

i found a big snail in the flower pot.

misai kucing. meowwww.

MY FAVOURITE SHOT !! I LOVE IT SO MUCH !!

B.A.N.A.N.A

Orchid laaaa. :P

bird of paradise

bougainvella plant. (:

trying to capture the beautiful sun. epic failed ?

naiseeee :DD

i love this too. seems so jungle feel :D

purple boungain.

beautiful peach bougainvella plant.

a huge hibicus plant. National flower.

purple leaves ?

dark pink bougain plant.

p/s : Earthquake everywhere.

Pray for Japan and every other country.

Stay strong and faithful.

DIY facial mask.

2011-03-08T07:32:00.000-08:00

heyyal, since I find my blog boring, lets make it a lil interesting. (:
I have 9 DIY facial mask ! I believe it will make our face perfectly flawless !

Banana -Mash up a medium-sized ripe banana into a smooth paste,then gently apply it to your face and neck. Let it set for 10-20mins, then rinse it off with cold water. Another popular mask recipe calls for 1/4cup plain yogurt, 2tbsp honey, & 1medium banana.

Vinegar - After you wash your face, mix 1tbsp apple cider vinegar with 2cups water as a finishing rinse to cleanse and tighten your skin. You can also make your own facial treatment by mixing 1/4 cup cider vinegar with 1/4cup water. Gently apply the solution to your face and let it dry.
Milk - Make a mask by mixing 1/4cup powdered milk with enough water to form a thick paste. Throughly coat your face with the mixture, let it dry completely, then rinse with warm water. Your face will feel fresh and rejuvenated.
Oatmeal -If you're looking for a quick pick-me-up that will leave you feeling and looking better, give yourself and oatmeal facial. Combine 1/2cup hot(not boiling) water and 1/3cup of yogurt, 2tbsp honey, and 1 small egg white. Apply a thin layer of the mixture to your face, and let it sit for 10-15mins. Then rinse with warm water.
Mayonnaise - Gently spread the mayonnaise over your face and leave it on for about 20mins. Then wipe it off and rinse with cool water. Your face will feel clean and smooth.

Yogurt -To cleanse your skin and tighten the pores, slather some plain yogurt on your face and let it sit for about 20 mins.
- For a revitalizing facial mask, mix 1tsp plain yogurt with the juice from 1/4 slice of orange, some of the orange pulp, and 1 tsp aloe. Leave the mixture on your face for at least 5min before rinsing it off.

Mustard -Pat your face with mild yellow mustard for bracing facial that will soothe and stimulate your skin. Try it on a small test area first to make sure it will not be irritating.

Lemon -Create a facial that both exfoliates and moisturizes by the mixing the juice from 1 lemon with 1/4 cup olive oil or sweet almond oil.

Egg - If you have dry skin that need moisturizing, seperate the egg and beat the yolk. Oily skin takes the egg white, to which a bit of lemon or honey can be added. For normal skin, use the entire egg. Apply the beaten egg, relax and wait 30mins,then rinse.

holla FEBRUAAARY.

2011-02-24T01:52:00.000-08:00

after a haircut during CNY with buddies. :)
does this hair suit me ? they say its nice ! :D

my best budssss ;P

celebrating her birthday. ADA

i miss the food. @indulgence,Ipoh

HOLLAAAAAAAAA ! :)
its FEBRUAAARY.. and it is going to end soon. just 4 days ?
I've came to my sense where I should stop spending money on clothes
where by, I spend now on foods which Im not quite happy about it. ;(
Well, as I was packing... I find myself having a lots of clothes.
you know, girl have this dilemma where we does not have clothes to wear
eventhough we have cupboard full of clothessss. lots of lots of them.
ohhh yaaa. during the CNY week was fun, cool, loves, sorrow and etc..
happy things are worth remember, but Im not gonna remember something bad.
MOVE ON GIRL ! ;)) life isnt just about ______________. (no idea what to put)
the best thing of life is your FAMILY ! but not to FORGET GOD (ABOVE ALL)
he's everything ! some how it is indescribable !

I have the best parents ever!

went back Ipoh spend lots of time with my friends and daddy ! :)
spend lots of money too :((((( ! but i also received lots of angpaos !

compare to the previous year. amount also alot ;)
Valentine's Day,

we celebrated the day before Valentine's day due to his hectic timetable.

we had Sakae Sushi for lunch. lots of rawwww salmon, which im craving for..

dinner at Italiannies :) all i could say was SO FULL !!!!!!!!
we went for movie the day before. "what woman wants"
how could I miss it, when there is the SUPER HOT Gong Li and Andy lau :D
the day on Chap Goh Meh? one thing Im very sure is Chinese Valentine's day.
we went Swensen, the ice scoop was fantastically small. :(

*i find lots of couple spend their Valentine's day at home, in their room. (this year)

first post of 2011.

2011-01-22T06:38:00.000-08:00

sudden feeling of bloggin.

been alone for a week, boyf off to swiss and he's coming back !

well lets not talk about him HAHAH!

i dont feel like posting something long but i got lots to say. HOW ?

i've been feelin stress about my skin condition ! i suffers from low self-esteem. GRRRR!

naaah, i should feel happy bout myself.

today went out with huilin,my best bud :P SHOPPING!

what a relieve for the moment.

on the other hand i overspent for the month. :(

just spend little for the next month will be alright. not that alright actually.. sighhh.

owhyaaaaa. not forgetin im going back for CNY ! angpaos !!! might cover some of it. HAHAHA!

total RELIEVE !! YAHOOOOOO!

i bought tops and dresses today... (: nice one. reasonable too.

i've been telling myself stop buying already ! GRRR ! something i cant change. its so HARD!

i should make as a MUST THING TO DO ! D_D

seriously, life is like a vacuum cleaner, it s*cks ....

i've been having this feeling of getting married and have kids.

i know i sound stupid, nonsense, etc etc..

just a sudden feeling , im just sharing it...

that wont be happening for the moment.. HAHAHAH. indeed very long way more.

hmmmm. didnt realise its going to be 11pm now..

CNY is coming. its next month. so fast right?

wont be having a grand celebration for it but still celebrates with my family.

imma chinese yall !

i'll be bloggin when i want to... till then.

Christmas before and after..

2010-12-26T05:44:00.000-08:00

owhya, i did not update bout going youth camp and stuff.

it was last week elim church and a church i attend in kl had organize a camp.

i join to kill my time and wanna know God more :)

well, it really did. God touches my heart when we sing praise and worship time.

met a lot of friends, make a lot of friends too :) interesting & fun.

the place was at MBS Kundasang, Rawang :DD

sooo fun the place. huge dome.huge bed.double decker.

swimming pool.basketball court.badminton court.

the place was so perfect. and it was meant for Christian or non Christian to have camp there.

soo cool i would say.

i spend my Christmas with my bestie this year. dear Jenny ;)

dinner with my family/relatives and attend church after dinner.

chit chatted a little while then went back.

shopping with Jenny the whole day :)

and we bought something incommon ((: YAY !

then i spend Christmas eve with darling baybee ~ :)

AWESOME i would say. he's been so nice on that day. HEEE.

owhya ! the day when I was shopping with Jenny bump into a few friends.

was good enough to finally get to see them back after so long ! :)

AND THE GOOD NEWS WAS !

I GOT MY 'P' LICENSE !!! (my best Christmas present)

i took the test on 24th Dec !

i was soooo nervous and scare until my leg shiver and shaking while i drive. poor me ;(

but the amazing thing was i get to pass :) THank GOD for everything that He has done for me :)

4 Besties.

2010-12-22T16:16:00.000-08:00

Yesterday four of us when to Taiping for a walk.

LaiKuan and I stayed over at HuiLin's house the day before.

we decided to have a short distance trip.

LaiKuan,Jenny,Chris and I went to Taiping Zoo,

before that we had nice lunch at the market.

not bad though. then we headed to the Zoo.

saw a VERYYY big huge fish.

and monkeys, and a lot more of animals,

almost at the end it started to rain.

well, we take that opportunity to have some rest.

I think it rain more that 20mins,

my mouth was sooo itchy and I could not stop buying food.

I bought corn in cup and ice-cream :) rainbow ice cream my childhood favorite.

then later on we decided to sit on the train or car whatever they called it.

because it still drizzling, and it stopped at the last station where the elephant are.

sooo saw those elephant was having their meal.

the zoo keeper was cleaning and feeding them.

then we heading back to ipoh after that, on the journey we stopped by at Jenny's cousin place.

soooo i was tempted by those fry stuff like goreng pisang,apom and stuff.

sooo i bought a lot which only cause me RM2.80

Christmas is near.

2010-12-15T05:18:00.000-08:00

helloooo. its the month of December ! phewww~

sooo fast one year already gone.

and its CHRISTMAS ! i love Christmas a lot.

you know why ? PRESENTS !

during my childhood, i will spend my Christmas at my grandma's place.

and lots of lots of present under the Christmas tree.

the excitement and joy we all had together.

now, i barely and hardly or dont even have a Christmas present.

every year I just one a simple Christmas present.

I'll be the happiest girl on earth. LOL.

I want to see snow. I want to have a BIG christmas tree in my house ;D

but eventually it cant fit. hmmm.

this year Christmas I would want to spend with my love ones.

anyway, Im back in Ipoh already.

going back next month, January. phewww.

lots of battlefield, studiessss ! urghhh.

im going to get my license already. after my JPJ test.

that day during trials, the examiner say I did it well.

im sooo over the moon ;)

this month, i stay at home and lay back. URGHH !

which makes me feel so useless and lifeless.

everyday or two, i'll clean up the house, pack things up and stuff.

everyday watch some movies. HAHAHA.

recently I watch one movie named 'Going the Distance'

OMG ! I LOVE IT mann. by Drew Barrymore and Justin Long.

its about long distance relationship :/

boring and alone.

2010-11-05T20:37:00.000-07:00

HAAAAAIH. a big SIGHHHHhh. stranded alone in nowhere but my room.

poor thing. I have to be here for another day ALONE ! i hate it.

nobody to turnnnn to. boyf went out with parent.

me alone. thought of meeting up with Chris. but i put aeroplane. SORRY.

because its kinda dangerous for me a girl walking alone.

reaching out to those public transport. ive been there with boyf.

walking crossing over here and there. its seems dangerous without someone else to walk with.

so I decided to stay alone here which i kinda regretted.

stupid MPW class which is why i came back 6 am start journey from ipoh back to pj.

soooo boring. boring and boring. im gonna have movie marathon i guess.

went back ipoh the other day,which is on thursday.

celebrated daddy's big day and my boyf and i 1year anniversary. ;)

same day as Deepavali. ;DD 3 in 1.

i would really want to stay for a day longer in ipohhh.

miss people there. ;(((

miss me ?

2010-10-25T09:13:00.000-07:00

ive cut my hair. latest hairstyle. ;)

i want to buy all of the shirt ! ;(

miss me not ? :D i've been missing in action lately huh.

but im still here. (((: im currently doing my homework while blogging.

beens months i havent update bout me.

life never been easy for me right now. so muchhh worries.

as daughter,student,friend, and girlfriend. ;S

well well, just go on or move on with life.

you only get to choose to lived a life with happiness or sadness.

just make happiness overcome sadness.

God im looking forward to know you moree and moreee.

and even to be closee with you.

been struggling through out this whole month. love life. not easy.

ive found solution for it. seee if it works.

God of the city.

2010-08-29T08:13:00.000-07:00

im kinda emo right now. not gonna share this small lil matter here.
i've been thinking about life and death.
well, there have been cases about ppl dying and stuff. commit suicide etc.
don't you think life is sooo friggin fragile.
the moment before you blink your eye you die or someone die.
these had thought me a lesson.
seeing those unfortunate ones makes me appreciate things.
seeing ppl dying just in a second i started to appreciate ppl around me.
not being afraid of dying because i know God has his purpose.
in this world there is nothing is enough for us himan beings.
we just cant get enough of everything or anything.
seriously , i cant wait to be with my heavenly Father.
the home sweet home where I belong to.
thank you , Jesus for a brand new day.

waiting for tomorrow to come.

2010-08-19T22:30:00.000-07:00

my boyf and i had a haircut yesterday. :)

im kinda obessed with it for a while and no longer is.

tomorrow im going to meet up with my bestie :D YAY !!

cant wait to meet 'her' (((:
eventually nothing much o say here.

let me upload some of the photo taken few weeks ago at Golden Horse.

well, i cant wait to go back to Ipoh.

to meet my daddy ! and of course my BFF ! xDDD

i know daddy misses me alotttttt.

so anyhow ill try to go back once in a while.

eventhough i preferrably 'ADORE' KL's life..

ipoh is like a dead townnnn. sooo dead.....

as im at KL now.. i barely go out but still i like kl's life....
sooooo many thing here...

i love the moment when me and my boyf was laughing at a thing at the same time i feel soooo much love in between and happiness ! GOSHHHH i just LOVE it !

8am.

2010-08-09T06:56:00.000-07:00

class as usual. started early in the morning. at 8 am everysingleday.

only except for friday and sunday. the day when im free the most.

yesterday i went for my cousin's convocation. ;D proud of him.

he was the first to graduate in my family. and the first convo i attended.

i went there with my boyf (:

the convo held at the Golden Horse Palace.

took lots lots lots of picture. i adore them :D

the place was so niceee and i cant resist for not taking the picture.

with the DSLR with my boyf.

met up with my beloved family members.

especially, my beloved grandmother and aunty.

they've been the big supporter of mine. LOVE THEM,

this thursday going for the injection. GOSHHH !

fyi, I HATE NEEDLES !

and and and im tempted to do something to my hair.

cut it / straighten it / curl it. YORRRR !

dont know which to decide.

this is the 5th week in KL.

every single weekend i've been out. never missed. :DD

for movies. last week i watch inception.

the movie was brilliant. im amazed by the director.

ive find myself a satisfactory place for me to go shopping.

Tropicanal Shopping Mall. small yet a big satisfaction for me !

update.

2010-07-20T07:14:00.000-07:00

hi . i have finally get to go college with my boyf officially.
life was great of course when i have him (((:
now i have move into my rented room ; ( A.L.O.N.E !
haihhh. what to do ?! i know i need to be more obidient.
somehow i like the room. but i didnt get to talk to my housemate.
everyone here staying in a single room.
owhya, my birthday. (:
this year most of them wish me in Facebook. :))
and my boyf and i went to OneU because i wanted to watch movie.
no couple seat no ticket for the movie i wanted so end up
watching Predators ! /: still okay. no ending storyline.
everyday class at 8am ends around 4-5 pm.
trying hard to catch up and never wanna fail !
so im really trying real real hard here.
somehow i miss having someone close beside me.
classmates are friendly. annoying. no manners. (they dont say excuse me !)

p/s : the BEST birthday wishes was from my DADDY !
he texted me. which i dont expect him to. after 12 am on 17th July. he told me sorry he did not buy me anything for the moment. he's gonna get me when im back in IPOH ! LOTS OF LOVES TO MY BELOVED DADDY !!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

another lonely day.

2010-07-13T05:38:00.000-07:00

hello , another day has gone... im still all alone....
I MISS MY BAYBEE like a lot..
I WISH HE WAS HERE, IM THERE FOR HIM.
love you bee.... :X
hmmmm, every morning cycle to college.
urghhh. dont really like to cycle nowadays..
i need to be more patience and cycle properly. aiks.
if not sure caught in accident one day
eventhough im not hoping for it to happen.
and im real scared !
ive been cooking dinner these days.
college start so early, which im soo lazy to wake up.
8 in the morning. i wanna skip those classes.
which now they barely just intro and errr... just tell us what is it all about..
july intake has 34 students . consider big ?
somehow these days was boring and lifeless.
but when class starts, assignments, homework URHGGHHH !
I DONT WANTTT !
i attend those classes. the lecturers told us that....
ASSIGNMENTS ASSIGNMENTS AND ASSIGNMENTS !
and KL standard is way diff from penang :/

new life=KL

2010-07-11T08:11:00.000-07:00

im back. im in kl already. living in the city.
fulls of cars, entertaiments, peoples and foods. :DD just crapping.
tomorrow will be first day of college.
no feelings yet right now.
i think i'll be nervous i guess. most probably will.
my boyf wasn't with me for the moment.
he's back at our hometown.
DSLR is what he wants most now.
he's sooooo interested in it right now.
boys o boys.
nvm , back to my life.
actually im happy that one of the family accepted me here in KL.
GOD IS GREAT ! thank you LORD.
this house is awesomeness ;DD kids here are cute and pretty looking.
im trying to adapt and get use to the new enviroment here.
tomorrow will be cycling to college.
nervous !! URGHHHH...
car !!!!!!!!! somehow i've never cycle in the main road before.
sooo yeah... Im a girl and you know. one word. SCARE !
tonight i wanna watch world cup ! GO GO GO.
i'll sleep now and wake up later.
boyf instruction.
and tomorrow i;ve to wake up early for college.

a girl fell down.

2010-07-07T08:56:00.000-07:00

there is this girl from my hostel, very friendly currently in ICU. she's leaving anytime soon. her brain has died. she fell from the 2nd floor. she wanted to climb to the first floor to go into her room. but she slipped or something she fell. her spinal cord hit her brain. so her brain was damage badly. the blood came out from the nose and mouth. she was about to leave at 5.30pm just now but the doc once again save her life. the doc say that she will be paralyzed even if she wakes. yesterday after she fell, some of the housemate make phone call to the GH and a few more hospital. asking useless question at the wrong time. so her bleeding was soo bad and the ambulance didnt came on time. now everyone or maybe those who know this incident couldnt sleep. somehow i feel bad. i wanna go back so desperately. anyway, my roomate going to celebrate my advance birthday with me tomorrow. WOOOHOOO ! LOVE THEM TO THE MAX !!!! i cant accept the fact that she's gone just like that ! WTH ! pray for her. if she leave she wont suffer. if she is alive then she'll be suffering. her mother and boyf cry like anything. her friend cry until fainted. poor her ! HAIHHHH ! i saw her blood yesterday on the floor. didnt manage to take a photo.

P/S : dear God, please I pray that she RIP !

and im done with my first semester. moving out tomorrow.

goodbye penang.

2010-07-05T01:42:00.000-07:00

ive got two more days. two more exams. and bye bye PENANG !

kinda miss the place the people here.

but what to do ? i choose to leave.

goodbye. sayonara.

btw, today's exam was miracle easy. THANK GOD.

i manage to answer. i think i manage to score 15 ++

total was 20 marks.

and finally i get to see my bff, in a relationship.

haha. nvr see her in a date before.

well, grats !

PETALING JAYA ! HEREEE I COMMEEE !

heeee. ((:

a new life, new enviroment, new people, new place !

p/s : thinking how to celebrate my birthday ! sigh
* how i wish i have a birthday planner.
i always wanted to celebrate my birthday and never miss it ; /

ITS JULY !

2010-07-01T11:23:00.000-07:00

ITS JULY !
MY BIRTHDAY MONTH !
WOOOOOOHOOOOO !

p/s : every year of my birthday, I awaits birthday presents ! (: idk why ? seriously, I adoreLOVES presents. i know im asking a lot ain't I ?

a change.

2010-06-30T20:45:00.000-07:00

i've been thinking quite a lot lately. somehow i think i need to have a change of my life, my attitude, my thinking, my behaviour and my ? idk. i know what im wrong at but i just dont want to admit. i ask myself is that true that im wrong or trying to push the blames all over to someone else. i know its not good. somehow i felt ive been so left out with GOD. when im with HIM everything makes me so CARE LESS ! :/ but know everything seems so troubling. i need to deal everything that is bothering me. GOSH ! for godness sake ! would I change that damn attitude. stop being so _________ !? idk what word to describe. so hahah. i know it myself then thats better. but this post is to remind me about A CHANGE NEED TO BE MAKE ! and i think being away from you will make me feel better. seriously, ive been thinking it does. but idk yet never try, never know. overall , I JUST CAN'T ACCEPT THE FACT !! urghhh.

p/s : pleaseeee be more realistic pwueeeseeee ! wake up !

obstacle,making decision.

2010-06-22T10:21:00.000-07:00

im clueless and lost in the middle way of my road.

doesnt know which way to turn to.

there's a passenger right beside me wanted me to turn left.

when i wasnt really sure that is it right to turn left.

or just keep to the right where i wanted from the first place.

so it took me a while to think and ask a passerby whether he knew the way.

he told me the direction and if i were to choose that road i have pass through this and that.

there will be tree trunk,big rocks,wild animals along the road.

i have to face all this obstacle in order to complete my journey.

well , which road of life doesnt ?

now all it requires me to do is press on the gear and start moving.

turn right and let the time show that im right about my turning.

after all its my journey.

i had two tickets in my hand. given by the same person.

given to choose my destination.

two tickets but two different destination.

im only get to choose one.

*somehow i think college is headache, when you have to choose your courses ,

and you're not really sure what you're up to.

getting things done.

2010-06-21T03:52:00.000-07:00

went to jetty to take a ferry to crossover to butterworth to take a bus.

went there just on time to catch a bus which will be leaving.

then reach ipoh and went for dinner.

headed to burger king to try out.

the burger was so NICE ! (:

then went to jj to find chris. meet her at the working place.

MNG ! sales. but eventually i wanted to purchased.

dad stop me from buying.

he said that i had too many that i barely wear them all.

the next morning woke up at 7. get ready.

then start journey to KL. was kinda last minute decision.

so i reach the around 10++

found the place and settle down a while.

meet up my bee. then he brought us to college.

registeration and stuff.

done then when around searching for place to stay.

FOUND one it was soo friggin dirty. EWwww.

then went around the next lane.

FOUND and it was sooo much better and clean.

so i took that room. ;)

after everything settle. headed to mid valley.

dad missses subway's bread a lot.

and we took taxi there.

taxi fare in KL was sooo much cheaper than PENANG !

PENANG's taxi SERIOUSLY SUCKS ! HATE IT.

gonna be my last time taking taxi in penang.

this morning took plusliner back to penang.

just as i get down from the bus and i get to catch another bus.

which stop by at KOMTAR and i took off from there.

bought MCD as breakfast and I got my another glass. purple in colour (:
took taxi back because I brought along my big luggage trolley bag.

and it rains. i had no choice but to take a cab.

and it cost me RM10 ! so WTH !!!!! 10. it was sooo short distant.

really damn it. damn money sucker.

my college too. MONEEYY SUCKER !

FYI; my college want us to resit our MPW sejarah and ask us to pay RM100 !

for the damn subject. IM SOOOOO RELUCTANT to pay !!

had haagen dazs ! ((: with daddy and bee.

threat for father's day.

THANKS DAD ! YOU'RE THE GREATEST DAD EVER !
WORLD BEST DAD !! (((:

back to daddy .

2010-06-18T10:19:00.000-07:00

came back from college 10++.
plan to go back because im homesick /:
last night pack my things. some need to bring back to Ipoh.
left some useful thing with me here at Penang.
taking bus back in the evening. havent bought ma ticket yet.
hope there's bus ticket.
miss my daddy alot. thinking of my finals makes me stress.
but thinking of his sacrificies he made i shall make mine too.
so i decided to go back and visit him.
and celebrate father's day with him.
DADDY I LOVE YOU (((:
lots of things ive to move here and there.
haha. penang and kl is located in between ipoh.
nothing much. just telling. XO
owh ya. i bought myself new pairs of jeans.
loves it load. (:

sign board.

2010-06-17T04:41:00.000-07:00

watched toy story 3. shopping. failed to window shop.

i should really ask myself as i saw this sign board.
Do you spend money or save during sales ?
and does football player work or play?

SWISS ROLL SUCCESS !

2010-06-16T06:53:00.000-07:00

im very happy today that i have successfully did my swiss roll for my practical exam.
i didnt realise it was that good until evalution time.
the day before i was sooooo stress out.
its always like this. the day before exam i'll start panic-ing.
but at least i know i did a great job today.
i told my bee he was very proud of me.
didnt know that he will be proud of me.. HEEE XD
he made me proud of myself. (:
chef ask me did i ever made my own at home i say i didnt.
then later the chef taste my swiss roll he said it was nice and take another bite.
he told me that my swiss roll was too big.
he say we doesnt serve like pasar malam.
so next time i should make it smaller.
he say i can improve. well, lesson learnt.
i shall improve myself. learn from the mistake.
after personal evalution.
then all of us went back into the kitchen to clean and take away the left over.
i find my swiss roll missing. so i ask my pastry chef.
she told me the other chef say it was nice and he took it. HAHAH.
then my senior sem4 was in the kitchen. she was kinda curious.
she ask me whether can she try my swiss roll.
so i offered her. and she's say its nice. better than them.
even they dont know how to make. O.o !
before serving to all of them i gave one piece to my friend.
he said it was even better than my chef. XD LOL.

♥ CLOSET ♥

2010-06-13T20:09:00.000-07:00

my roomies and I decided to hit Queensbay together

because one of my roomie wants to meet her secondary classmates there.

so total all in 6 of us went together by bus.

we was so excited about it.

especially my best shopping kaki ! :D

i had one.. she was really my eye opener..

when i saw her buying clothes i really salute her.

GOSHHH. i love buying clothing like soooo much.

sometimes i ask myself when can i change myself into one of those girls.

not those rich and buy whatever they want but those who doesnt buy much.

i read a magazine one day. the issue how to shop.

it tells me to shop like a man ! saves alot ! amazed by those men (:

mens doesnt buy unless they need.

they are not easily deceived by the BIG WORD SALES !

and i do wanna owned my own boutique.

it was one of my dream to owned lotsa lotsa clothing (:

I WANT A BIG CLOSET of my own ! like the movie in princess diaries.

this is totally for my kid (:

p/s: actually the above images doesn't really shows the real closet i adore or dream*

T_T !!

2010-06-13T09:32:00.000-07:00

i cried early in this hour in this beautiful Sunday morning. ;'((((
i was checking out facebook and i came across 'someone's blog'
so i read what 'someone' wrote.
eventually while i was reading, my tears flow like river water from my eyes !
and i can tell im crying ! I FEEL SO EMO and SAD !
i couldnt share it with anyone else but myself.
and im crying right now !! the more i have to write it out.
the more pain i feel ! this blog is about my BFF !
i dont care even if my eye is swollen or what.
this is what i can do for you my dear friend.
she might not know but i terribly felt so sad for her !
she's my best friend forever. and something bad had happen to her recently.
HAAIH !!!! she's a very nice friend of mine and a very good friend of mine !
no matter what she'll show me her cheerful side of hers towards her physical appearance.
but inner deep down inside i know she's so friggin down.
and yet she know how to handle things.
im really amazed with her.
sometimes i dont understand her why does she do this why does she do that?
because she didnt tell me what happen to her.
but she did share with me once in a while.
i cried like shit right now.
bearing her pain all alone. nobody understand her.
IM SO FREAKING UPSET FOR HER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
God,please have mercy and lots of love for my dear little best friend!
I love her as much as i love myself ! T_T
i no longer want to write.
the more words i try to express out the more tears it takes.
last but not least, I want to tell her this eventhough i know she never get to read this post.
but i want her to know that i love her as much as myself.
treat her like my sister. but i want you to know im always there for you.
im ready to help to hear from you.
let me know !
end with lots of love and not forgetting tears ~ T_T!!!!!!!!!

MPW & Marmaduke

2010-06-12T05:20:00.000-07:00

watched Marmaduke at GSC,Gurney.

with ma friends. so cute the doggies. WHEEE ((:

im catching up alot of movie these days.

i sat for my MPW. stupid history exam this afternoon.

gahhh. i went out the hall so late.
but actually wasnt time yet but most of them went out the hall early.

that makes me wanna leave as well.

but i havent finish and i dont feel like letting my marks fly away.

haihhh. i know i wont be scoring A but at least let me pass.

i dont wanna retake the stupid paper ever again !

seriously so sick of HISTORY mannn. /;

2010-06-11T08:20:00.001-07:00

i've cut my hair like again ! :/ '

*i love my current layout friggin much. overall fav.

btw,world cup starts today (:

the karate kid

2010-06-11T01:51:00.000-07:00

watched The Karate Kid (:
awesome ! even Jaden Smith had six packs !
the movie was great. and kinda hilarous and sad :(
ive skipped my butchery for the movie.
scolded by boyf :/
he's mad at me right now. sad !

jaden smith and jackie chan. looking old already,jackie :/

2010-06-10T05:09:00.000-07:00

you know what?

I've got the best parent I ever had !

swiss roll.

2010-06-10T01:30:00.000-07:00

went for pastry class . got my question for my final practical exam for pastry.
and guess what ? I got SWISS ROLL ((( ;

ask around my friends . easy ?.. EASY !

well, all i have to hope is everything have to be done perfectly. (:
hmm, yesterday while i was having my practical class i didnt really pay attention though.

blame who? BLAME MYSELF !

sometimes, the brain just cant stop thinking and start putting blames on others.
i guess it just happen naturally. bad !

hope my swiss roll will taste good. and i have to garnish it nicely.

i will do simple and nice.

i'll be taking my exam on the 16th of June. 8am-1pm.

i hope i can make it like this. HAHA but its impossible for the moment.

YOU !?

2010-06-05T22:06:00.000-07:00

dont know how to tell you in person but i hope YOU read this or maybe not.

to be frank I think since so many incident had happen around YOU

there are many things YOU learn from the lesson taught through your pathway in your life.

YOU had heard and seen things that not everyone had gone through.

some things YOU should learn from them and some not.

but as your friend/BFF i just couldnt bear to see YOU turning into someone whom YOU should not be.

in this life,there are tons of things that YOU wanna tried out.

I can see that.. but at least try something harmless to YOU.

there are lots of footsteps on the pathway,but its in your heart and soul to choose which one YOU wanna follow.

some people they sweet talk YOU just to get what they want.

since YOU have been such good friend to me, I dont want to see such bad thing that will happen to YOU.

YOU console people around YOU,giving good advice but in return are YOU practice the good advice like YOU told them?

p/s : suddenly feel like posting something like this. HAHA.weird though.

so yeaahh my dear friend I want the best for YOU.

seems harsh sometimes but deeply concern bout YOU.

LOVESS. xOxO

make my blog alive.

2010-06-04T05:36:00.000-07:00

hah, im back for once again.. left my blog drop dead. :D

well, hows life huh? college life.

nothing seems easier anyway.

assignment every week.

doesnt seems the worst part of it yet.

final practical and theory exams are coming soon.

alot to practice and study.. /: sobss..

im not gonna abadone my blog i guess.
toodles *

*currently in Penang ! is a great city ! stay tune !

college,

2010-03-27T12:06:00.000-07:00

a view from the 15th floor of ghotel

me and LK.

i love the shirt and a skirt !
wanting to have it so badly.

my new home, Penang.

im currently gonna start studying in KDU.

gone through a few days of orientation.

enjoying it. i get to go to ghotel.

one of the famous hotel. 5 stars hotel in Penang. :)

hmmm. so ya start school on monday.

WOW! is like im entering college life dee.

so fast ;X everyone's leaving.

im back at ipoh for the moment.

leaving tomorrow.

i came back to take my stuff.

PENANG is good.

i've been kinda travelling at penang.

maybe i make an effort to travel around penang.

visit some special places.

food there not bad. but i still prefer ipoh's food.

im currently staying in the hostel.

facilities there not bad.

it might be old but still okay. :)

what more can i say?

MISS my family of course and my honey and my beloved friends.

MWAAHhhhhhhh :X

and yeah i have dye back my hair black.

wasn't allowed to have colourful hair in culinary arts.HAHAHA.

2010-03-10T11:35:00.000-08:00

hello hello !

im back again :) poof-ing away soon :D

hmmm. how's life?

so let me update bout myself first.

now im waiting for my instructor for 3hours driving with him.

he haven't call up yet. so im waiting~

im working. continue working till end of april.

i work 3days in a week.

and i HAVEN'T got my PAY yet !!

hmmm.i've working since the end of January..

i went to a skin specialist which cost me RM220

had almost cure my itchiness and allergies.

im having enzema ! ;(

my skin is getting better. my close partners says that.

AND im sick of those ppl asking 'whats wrong with your skin?'

bla bla bla.. im tired answering them the same question.

so after everything.the scars fade away.

shorts and mini skirt HERE I COME ! XD

later im starting work at 2.

today im taking a cab to work.

i've been missing home lately.

i've got a lot of house chores not done yet.

and i'll work on it when i off.

but sometimes my friend called up and

ask to hang out i'll surely never miss it.

ya so.. house chores can never be done in a week times.

i've been wearing contacts since 5th of March.

when my contacts are finally done ! YAY.

i've been waiting since ages ago.

and dad finally allow me wearing it.

my contacts are grey in colour.

my right eye has drop power from 375 to 300 :)!

customer likes my contact.

there is this customer told me that my eyes are sexy.

LOL!

till then. miss shopping. a alot.

got to get ready and stuff. till then.

tomorrow all the SPM candidates will be getting their results.

anyhow,my friends and I had already had plans after taking the results.

so I PRAY TO GOD that my results are FINE ! amen*

and i most probably studying in TARC.

food service.

bubyes. kisses*

working days

2010-02-16T21:37:00.000-08:00

nice bo? :) comment ?

yumm yumm.. my fav !

bee gave it to me. the day before Valentine's Day.

i've been working during Chinese New Year.
5 days i've been working for 10 hours and 2 hours break time.
anyhow today i'm going to work at 11.30.
since morning not much ppl might as well going a bit late.
but i'll get minus 5bucks.
its okay. i don't wanna rush and take the opportunity to get some rest.
or even clean my room. my room is in such a mess.
clothes lying everywhere. HUHUHU..
working days wasn't something miserable or what.
but yesterday i accidentally spray the perfume into my eyes. EYES !!
gosh..... the perfume went into my eye.
i was so so so so messed up.
i thought i lost the customer.
but she was kind enough.. I'm gonna give her some extra gift. ;DDD
she waited for me. and i lost the price tag.
i couldn't find the code for it.
i search the whole counter. so i ask her to walk around first.
i go wash my eyes and i search for it.
but still i couldn't find.
at last i did. i ask her to come today.
i'll save that for her.
well i did make friends with the others :)
they were nice ppl.
hahahah. sales wasn't that bad.
till then ;)
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !!

the days.

2010-02-01T23:35:00.000-08:00

its been a while .
HEY ppl out there :DD
im back for a while. i've been working these days.
working was tiring. got back home i just feel like go to bed and sleep.
im gonna work on Chinese New Year. haih.
first time working and working during new year.
but its okay. im gonna get double pay.
eventhough im not desperate for money.
and i feel like doing something rather than staying at home doing nothing.
but when i work , i dont even have time to do the housework.
so tomorrow im gonna clean the house for CNY.
highlighted my hair. wasnt really satisfied with the colour though.
but its still okay. for me it was kinda lala-fied.
dad nag me. i was sleeping and i didnt bother to say anything.

im very HAPPY !

2010-01-23T21:42:00.000-08:00

IM VERY HAPPY !
i had pass my undang test :))) !
i got 42/50 that was the border line for passing marks.
im very satisfied and THANK GOD !
i prayed real hard to pass my test.
THANK YOU! :)
i was so nervous went i took my test.
took me 20mins 44secs to finish it.
then i found a job at parkson.
my first job :) HEEE.
really in a good mood now.
but too bad bee wasnt here to share my happiness.
anyway, i had to THANK lai kuan for being my driver today.
seriously,she had been a great friend.
thank you buddy :DD
lotsa loves.
im gonna start working tomorrow. fullday. fuuhh..
well i have to learn up things you know.
i need to get my P license asap.
cant wait to drive seriously.
i want everything to be done asap.

yesterday i went to bought my uniform.

i need to wear all black.so i bought my pieces of clothes separately.

total amount that i use to buy my new clothing was RM200++.

i havent even get my pay and im already spending so much.

but what to do.

i dont have any black collar tee.black pants.black shoes.

look at the amount. O.O i would like to get that change. :DD the promoter key in the wrong amount when i bought my pants at Voir. :) real satisfied with the pants. LOVE IT !

KL with my LOVE.

2010-01-17T17:52:00.000-08:00

we went KL that day on Tuesday. start journey around 5pm.

reach around 7something. straight to the hotel.

Pearl Point International. its a shopping mall+condominium+hotel. WOAH !

thought wanna watch movie there but didnt make it.

book a room. a family room.

9 of us stay in the room. i went with LK and her family.

:)) was awesome. after check in and put our stuff into the room.
we went for dinner at a restaurant. the food not bad.

then we headed to sunway pyramid for our next destination.

this is the lounge/pub. 3 levels. with different name.

LK's mum thought of bringing us to the lounge/pub/club.

that place was just opposite of sunway pyramid.

the lighting was very nice. i feel like as if im in the aquarium.

but unfortunately didnt get to go in there.

need to be 21 years and above.

so we walk around snap some pictures and we went to station one for supper. :)

order banana split. cant finish it.

then after supper went back to the hotel.

that time was around 2 am dee.

everyone take turns to wash up and bath.

after everyone was done it was almost 4 am ++

i cant fall asleep and didnt really sleep well.

they same im over excited. because im going to meet my bee in the morning :DD

some of LK family members heard some noise outside our room.

we stay at the 19th floor and it was the last room.

they heard some women walking with heels and a someone playing basketball.

(eventually this wasnt what a human) you know what i mean. HAHHA.

i didnt heard any of this voices eventhough i wasnt asleep :D

the next morning bee reach the hotel and i went down to welcome him.

when i walk out of the lift he jump out next to me. HE SCARE ME !! ish.

i was so blur at that time and wasnt fully awake. HAHHA

then i went up and get ready. then later went down join bee at starbucks.

while we waiting for them to get up and get ready.

after that we check out around 12 then we head to 1U.

had lunch there. at dragon i. the food was YUMMY !

one of the desert :) red bean pau.

then me,bee and LK walk around.

we went hunting for hairbands.

we end up buying baskin robins ice-cream :)

i had strawberry cheese cake and bee rum raisin and LK strawberry.

arghh i want a my birthday cake from baskin robin this year :))

after buying the ice-cream we leave and head over to Ikea & The Curve.

in Ikea ;) with bee

LK having her cupcake at Cupcakes.

cupcakes.

walk around. then i had my another ice cream there.

after shopping then we pay visit to one of the relative at SS2.

leaving ikea

at the relative's house.

had dinner around there. after dinner came back to ipoh.

was nice during the journey back :)

get to cuddle baybee and sleep. talk. crap.

looking forward to the next trip with baybee.

before i start my college

resolution of the year

2010-01-08T12:51:00.000-08:00

actually i've made a resolution.
1. I have to make sure myself get rid of my scars on my leg,arm,and etc !
2. Be more independent and get rid of my laziness.
3. Spend wisely and spend less if can. AHAHAHA.
4. No more boy cuts and have my hair grow as long as possible.
5. Try to make things memorable one.
6. Change some bad habits.
7. LOVE GOD MORE AND MORE. because HE FIRST LOVE US :))

*overall i just need to be more girlish.hehehehe.

5th of January

2010-01-05T23:51:00.000-08:00

i stay over at LK's house.
the next day went out with LK,Huilin and Ada.
Ada also stay over at LK's house.
we went to have lunch at Ritz Bina ;DD
then we head over to Tesco Extra.
huilin and i play with the trolley. HAHAH
she get into the trolley and i push her around.
then later my turn. :))
snaps some pictures.
but those pictures not in my phone.
after some grocery shopping.
we went to pick up phooi sze.
then we headed back to LK's house.
rest a while. then went out again.
to pick baybee then get the birthday cake then fetch LK's babysitter.
saw baybee's Dudu. awww.. so cute.. the fur so nice to touch. HEHHE.
after picking up LK's babysitter then LK sent me back home.
baybee and i get down. went home pack some clothing.
wait for daddy to come home and go to LK's birthday party.
Dad came home just in time.
heheh. it rains so heavily ! thunderstorm X/
when i reach LK's house then LK's family was kinda surprise to saw baybee :DD
then we into her house. introduce bee to my friends :D
play cards. 21. one round only.
then went out the house. and start barbuque-ing.
baybee help out a lot. BBQ-ing.
so as the others friends.
we BBQ for the adults to eat.
and i didnt get to eat a single chicken wing. LOL
had fun together with friends and bee :))
even though was tiring but it was worth it.
HEEEE :DD

*5Th of January a day to remember :)

Outing with friends

2010-01-03T22:41:00.000-08:00

chris's flats.

i want this so much !

with chris on the street. :)

chris and her mum.

popiah for RM1 ni.
sedapp :)

went to Taiping yesterday with Chris. :)

follow her dad's car. had breakfast at ipoh garden before leaving to Taiping.

then we shop around Taiping for cheap and nice clothes.

heheh. woah. MY FEET HURTS SO MUCH!!

chris and i kept on exchanging our shoes :)

im officially broke.

i bought a legging,dress and a top. :) was worth it.

today went to JJ to meet up with my darlings :)

Raeshma,Moni,Danisha & Komathi !

miss RAESHMA ! :)

before i get to meet them then i bump into huilin and laikuan.

watch old dogs today.

all of the people in the cinema laugh !

I WANT TO WATCH AVATAR!! ish~